I found out...

Dear Mum,

It's been an interesting few days, I've encountered a lot of things that has made me aware that it's a good thing to BE aware.

First of all my clients are the most amazing people that have crossed my life. Not only do they provide for me and my family but the conversations we have together are just gold. Secondly my friends are crazy people but I love them.

I've found out that elderly ladies still check out other girl's arses to see whether they wear undies or a g-string. I'm sure girls my age don't do that. I know I don't lol.

I've found out that after many months thinking one of my clients have left me, that she actually had breast cancer and is currently recovering from it. She came in and had her nails and toes painted. Bless her soul.

I've found out that there is such a thing as white tattoos and piercings "down there". Yes, the girly region. How can you... What can you... I still don't understand the benefit of it, truly.

I've found out that guys can still like someone else while they're in a relationship. Even though you don't initiate anything I still think it's not a good thing. If she's Miranda Kerr then I forgive them. I have a lesbian crush on her too.

I've found out that mum, you are still remember by everyone that has crossed paths with you. You will never be forgotten. Even people who don't know you think you are a gorgeously nice person. I miss you incredibly, and no, I did not just find that out- I've missed you for a very long time now.

Sometimes I ask myself why am I trapped in this sort of life? What did I do in my past life to deserve this type of grief? But I think it's a lesson. A lesson where you can learn and build from all the heartaches and losses and gain what can be rightfully yours.

And so I am still here. Alive and healthy (enough) to still strive on.

Love you always,


Your daughter Anna ♥