Conscious VS Unconscious actions

Dear Mum,


Things work really weirdly.

The differences between knowing what you are doing and doing something without realizing is not a very difficult thing to grasp. For example unconsciously tapping your leg or chewing on a straw. It's just a normal thing to do. But I have been doing something extremely weird lately.


I've been unconsciously sucking my stomach in.


I didn't even realise it until I started getting some pain in the stomach while I was at work. Even though I wasn't eating well, even though, yes, I was about to get my rags, but it didn't feel like any of those pains until I realised when I sighed that I've been continuously squeezing my stomach in.

I have to always think about it and have to consciously release my stomach muscles. I wouldn't mind sucking the fatty thing in if it resulted in perfectly sculptured abs but I doubt that's the case, it just hurts!

It's getting rather tiring.




But anyway, I bought my dad and brothers an Xbox360 + Kinect and a few games. Now I am bloody obsessed with it lol. I play Halo4 with dad every night like 5 years ago with the very first Halo on the old Xbox. I have officially become antisocial now with a hectic work life and my obsessive gaming addiction.

At least it keeps me occupied ;D

Waiting for my brothers to go to bed so I can start playing again!


Love you always,


Your daughter Anna ♥