I'm sorry I haven't been blogging recently. I'll make up for it, I promise :)
I just finished organising all my tax stuff (receipts and things) and made a pretty sweet spreadsheet and you know what, I think I might just do my business tax return myself. Though I would like someone more pro to do it for me and show me then in the future I won't have to worry about paying X amount of money to the tax agents.
I've been busy working and worrying and stressing about nothing and everything- which makes no sense because my head is in a mess. Nooo.. it's not enough to run a business but everyone trying to get me to go out more and find a social life (i.e. just get married) is beyond me. I just want to get away nowwwwwww!
I haven't even managed to post upany nail tutorials! It's partly because I had acrylics on, and it's ugly when it grows out. I took it off yesterday but then I had to sacrifice my nails again so the person I was interviewing could demonstrate for me her skills. But this time it's short so it's not too bad.
Today I had the day off and went to have brunch with a friend of mine. We went to Corinthians and omg, their latte was to die for! And it's only 5 mins away from home yay!
It was next door to the Italian restaurant I worked at ages ago, and on the other side was where my friend use to work at. Such a coincidence lol. We talked about rings, and proposals, and life stuff- and I blurted out that I'd love to have a family, and have grandchildren. After that, I'd die a happy granny. But then he put me back into reality when he said I needed a guy first. Sigh, way to burst my bubble.
August starts tomorrow. It'll be an interesting month as I have many things on. But the most important thing of all is your 1 year death anniversary. Wow. Has it been 1 year already? Time has flown. People say you will heal with time. I guess 1 year is not enough.
I tried on this ring using the Tiffany & Co app. I quite like this design. No I'm not hinting to anyone or anything from this matter. There was a dark time within this year that I vowed to myself that I will not get married. I had a dnm to my aunt about it and she full on made a fit and told me that I HAVE to get married no matter what. With a family I will be more happier, the children can look after me when I get older and I'll have grandchildren that I can spoil. It does sound good putting it that way. But who's gonna look after my dad, and my brothers? Will I have time for that? All 3 of them are disabled in their own unique way. My head's in a mess. Then I remembered the time I was talking to Chi Bich Hong my cousin while waiting outside ICU where you were fighting for life. The thing she said to me was: "Do you have a boyfriend? If you do, go inside and do your vows infront of your mum right now. The one thing she wanted most from you is to get married, be loved and live an easy life." And mum did tell me that at one stage. I feel like I'm standing on a fork road here. I'm just gonna relax and go with what life throws at me.
I've got a photo I would like to boast about. And it is this:
I finally won a gameeeeee!! I was watching kdrama Viet dubbed and got a little bored from just watching so I started playing minesweeper while listening on. The reason why it took so long (5770 Seconds) is because I stopped halfway and went back to it the next day. Soooo happy :D Havent managed to win another one yet, but I'll keep you posted if I do~
Love you always,
Your daughter Anna ♥
