LAN. This tattoo will always remind me of you. Your signature was very simple, yet so powerful as it can be seen as "love". Therefore it is the perfect piece that can be engraved into my skin and last forever. And may I add that this will be my first and last ever tattoo. The pain.. ohhhhh the pain I endured... (dad turned a blind eye PHEW)
I'm having and enjoying a long weekend finally! I never had a weekend in the first place, I always worked on Saturdays but this week I took it off to go to my aunt Co Van's wedding. The wedding ceremony was at a really pretty church in Middles Park (near Albert Park MSAC) but it was freezingggg.
Later we went to St Kilda Royal Melbourne Yacht Squadron for the evening celebration. I went there early to set up and organise the flowers and candles but before I did that I took a few snapshots of the beach too. Because the sunset was so pretty just walked around and took some random happy snaps #foreveralone.
I was a really good girl this time. I didn't drink much because I was the designated driver lol. Only a cocktail and a few sips of white wine :D
Though I drank heaps more when I went to the Good Food and Wine Show today! But I'll get back to that in a sec.
This morning I woke up to Quoc rummaging through my stuff in my room. He took out a pair of heels from its box from which I was suppose to wear yesterday but I didn't so he thought he could stretch it out for me by putting it on and walking around the house in it. He's a natural!
As I said earlier I went to the Food and Wine show today. And boy was I happy that I went. There was sooo much to see and sooo much to taste it was incredible. My most memorable moment there is probably trying warm Sake (had two shots cos it was that good) and the Cheese Aisle. The cheese aisle was truly hectic, there were people everywhere and it was soo hard to move around, that's why it was so memorable. But the cheese was so good. Tried a really cool strawberry vodka and lychee white wine (starting to sound rather alcoholic) but food wise, so many dips, bread, yogurt, soups, olives, salami... just completely endless! The Nespresso coffee tasted strong but I like it that way. The hot chocolate I got from another place tasted like plain milk ergh. Overall I had a good time with Jen- perfect person to go with when it comes to food! Also saw three ladies that were masterchef contenders in the previous seasons :)
After that I went to visit my uni friend Sam in the hospital. Gosh I believe some medical drugs should be banned from the ridiculous side effects I swear. It was rather entertaining seeing Sam talk so much haha. After I left the hospital somewhat two hours later I saw a hand sanitizer hanging near the elevator so like a normal person, I pumped some on my hand and rubbed it in. Oh did I regret it straight away. The smell of it reminded me of what happened last August. It was the same hand sanitizer that they have at the ICU at St Vincents Hospital, which you had your last breath. It brought up all my emotions and I really couldn't control myself. Next time I'm bringing my own sanitiser to the hospital. Each time I went to see you in the ICU I always had to sanitise my hands, therefore that smell is imprinted into my brain. And when I smelt it, it's like my brain triggered and all my emotions poured out like no tomorrow. Never again.
Hrmmm now random talk. Henry's MV came out recently. I like the song a lot even though I don't understand it. It has a nice Henry kind of touch. I'm up to date with Mandate of Heaven and Itazura-na Kiss- Tokyo in Love. What else to watch I have no idea. I'm also watching Nailshop Paris. It's so interesting because it's about nails- but its nail technicians who solve ppls problems when they get their nails done. Sorry future clients, I'm not therapist! But I can definitely pamper you and have you leave with very beautiful nails!
I have been delighted to be placed in the same environment today in which I have experienced three timees already this year (sarcastic about the delighted part). In those situations I don't ever know how to deal with it, especially when I don't want to disappoint or make fun of myself or anyone. I just can't deal with it anymore and now I think I have a phobia. I really have no idea... I don't. And now I'm talking blubberish because it's something I don't want to say but I want to say, don't want to talk about but I do, but definitely don't want to reveal. I'm stressed. For the reasons I shouldn't be stressing about. Sigh. Why me. (Weirdly enough I just went to watch a bit of the drama Nailshop Paris ep7 and... they kinda played out the scene quite well... not the same but that's the gist of it. Just wanna run.)
Well I'm off to bed. Today has been a long day and I would love to re-energize with a really good night sleep.
Love you always,
Your daughter Anna ♥
