It is your 6th month death anniversary. I cannot believe it has been 6 months since you were gone. Death seems like it's doodling on top of our heads, just waiting to drop on us unexpectedly.
My life has drastically turned since the 20th of August 2012. My job, now my business, my family, my friends, time, strength, courage, love, has all changed. I've learnt to put on a strong image, to support my brothers during their low times. I've learnt and still are learning how to manage a business, though I am lacking. I am learning how to cook, learning how to live up to your expectations.
My future is so far, quite dim. But I'm sure you will show me the way, and so will my bucket list ;)
In the past 6 months there has been many sorrowful moments. The deaths of people that I have either met, engaged with and even became good friends. Special mention to my good friend Martin Pham, at the age of 28, has passed away on the 8th of Feb 2013. He was such a gentle and kind guy, who had nothing bad to say about anyone. White shirts and hoodies , flat white (always staining his tops), bruneitti's pastry, comic books, Borders, cheeky grin, the look above his glasses, smart ass comments are things that I will remember him by, because that's how he was trademarked as. Mum, please guide his soul to the path of God's will, and allow him to see the wonders that God has given.
There has also been happy and lovely times. Gia started highschool this year, and attended school camp for the first time. He came home black. And also he just had immunisation at school today. Gia said he cried a little, so the teacher gave him a lolly and it took out his wobbly tooth. Quoc bonds well with everyone around him, just a happy man when he has his own way. No matter how old he'll get, I will still call him baby. Dad's cooking is pretty good. Either that or I'm just an easy eater. All my friends are very supportive especially my girls, and the cousins all take good care of me. I have such good people around me, there's no way they'll let me go astray.
I love you soooooo much Mum.
Love you always,
Your daughter Anna ♥
Ps. Dessert was realllllly good today!
